New Day

I am doing much better this morning. Not nearly as sad or depressed about not getting the house as I was last night. Things will work out and I know the Lord has a plan for me I just have to wait and see what it is.

I'm suffering from insomnia again. I think its stress related because I have so much to do this next week. In good news, I just about got all my homework finished this morning. Go me!

I've decided that I need to start taking a camera to work so I can take pictures of all the weird things I see there. For example, on Wednesday I saw a bride walking into Smith's. She had her dress on, way to big for her might I add, and was also with a groom who was wearing jeans and a button up shirt. They were getting ready to do some shopping for their reception that night. Who does that???

Yesterday there was a homeless guy camping out at the insurance place across the parking lot. He was just chilling for about half the day sitting out where everyone could see him. I think he was hoping to get picked up so he would have a warm place to sleep and some free food. Most people didn't even notice him though.

As I was driving out of the parking lot after work I saw a BMW, or maybe it was a Mercedes I don't know for sure, it had tree limbs coming out of the trunk. I guess the owner decided to cut down a tree and then store the cut limbs in his car until he could get rid of them. It looked like the tree was growing out of this guys trunk. I really wish I had my camera.

Anyway, I think maybe this weekend I will buy a little camera that I can just throw in my purse or pocket so I can take pics and start blogging about all the randomness I see every day.

Why Me

So Camille and I have been looking for a house for how long now let me think....about 8 months. We finally found one that we both loves which is a feat in and of itself. It was a super fantastic deal so we decided to put on offer on it. There were probably about 10 offers on the house we found out and they sold the house to someone who paid about 20 grand more than what was being offered. Needless to say I am really bummed. I loved that house and I was starting to feel like everything was finally falling into place. It is so frustrating to get your hopes up and then find out you don't get the house. I am tired of looking at houses and I just want to give up. Now that the government is bailing out all the financial institutions it is better for them to hold on to their bank owned homes and let the government pay them for them instead of selling them to regular people.

I foresee this bill they passed to cause a lot of problems down the road. I'm beginning to think I am just not meant to get a house.

In good news I finish school next week, I cut my hours back at work, have a month off of work, and am going to start watching my nieces in the mornings. Now if I could only find a house life would be perfect.