This morning was one of the worst mornings I have ever have. Everything that has been going on and that I have been trying to push to the side just kind of came to a head and I became extremely depressed, angry and hopeless. Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like your life is a waste and that you are just taking up space/air? Well that was the type of day I was having. One of those lay in bed crying type of days where you just want to die. Except I knew I couldn't die because I didn't have enough money in the bank to pay for my funeral. (Yes, even in an extreme depressed state of mind I try not to be a burden on others LOL.)

Anyway, long story short Geri noticed I was in bad shape and made be get zoned, even though I was adamant that I didn't need it. By the time she was done with my first foot I had completely calmed down and didn't feel so angry and depressed. By the time she had finished I had come to peace with everything and my mood drastically changed for the better. Man I love getting zoned and I love that I have the ability to zone others and help them through their trials and times of need.

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